i am so sorry . i am not strong enough for tis .
i hate tis situation when i have to make a decision for my future .
becos i am a girl who never know how to make a decision . yeah its me !
i jus know how to make it more complicated than before !
life must go on !
and i have to move on . tis is not de last step in ma life .
sarah ! wake up and be strong !